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Thursday, June 18, 2009
account closed!
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Saturday, May 30, 2009
bukan kisah aku oke!
aku pasrah dan aku akur. bagaimana cinta sekali pun aku terhadapnya, dia tetap bukan milikku. benar kata orang restu ibu bapa sangatlah penting. aku memohon restu ibu dan ayahku, tapi aku harus akur. aku masih muda, panjang lagi perjalan hudupku. kini aku pasti dan benar-benar pasti. andai dia bukan milikku, aku harus terima dengan hati yang terbuka. cuma satu doaku, agar abid dan amy terus berbahagia hingga keakhirnya.
amy = awek baru abid
aku = ex-gf abid
p/s: hubungan tanpa restu keluarga itu penting. cinta tak seharusnya memiliki, mengorbankan orang yang kita cinta demi kebahagiaannya juga dipanggil pengorbanan. cerpen nie aku tulis melaui apa pandangan mataku terhadap cinta lelaki zaman sekarang yang tak pernah setia dengan seorang wanita. hati wanita mana yang tidak akn terluka bila dirinya ditiggalkan tanpa sebab dan alsan.
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Friday, May 29, 2009
apa tah aku merepek nie! korang bace je bolehkn?
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
is she better than me?
is she better than me??oh God!...maybe for him..he said yes..yela..maybe for him she is d one yg dye crikn..eiqa cme doakn dye bahagie jerk..eiqa tau dye epy all this while..oppsz!..sy nak bebahagie ngan membe jerk..membe yg bwat sy epy..mcm sial jerk ayt dye..konon la nak sehidop semati ngan membe.. haha.. (hati ngah kecewe gle nie).. papehal pon..eiqa cme doakn dye bahagie sampai ble2..moge korg 2 bahagie sampai keakhir hyat la k..hehe..
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Monday, April 20, 2009
hati x tenang..
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Thursday, April 9, 2009
Posted by -atyQQah- at 9:30 AM 1 comments
sy pening!
YA ALLAH..npe la prasaan xsdp atie nie ttbe leyh timbul..xtau la prasaan nie timbul sbb adnye prasaan len..or sbb eiqa terlalu pent..urm..mcm nie cte nye..arini..eiqa 1 ari ad clsz n bwat esemn..so.since morning eiqa bz..dpt rht pon 1 jam je..2pon kol 1-2..then da start clsz n esemn..bygkn..dri kol 9am sampai 8 pm ad clsz..glew pnat..then kol 8 ad meeting ngan editorial board..so i am so damd tired!..xlrt..tdi lpasz meeting eiqa ajk la membe eiqa krul kua..egt nak g kdai akk kat kolej 2 je..(nak ajak membe len..smenye bru alik clsz..n ngan penat..so xnak la ganggu..)tpi krul ckp dye xmkn agy..so dye ajk tman..so..demi kwn..eiqa pon tman la dye even agak pnat..urm..ble da g kdai mkn 2..eiqa xmkn..tman krul mkn je la..eiqa mcm xde mood lak nak mkn..xtau npe..rse pnat campo xsdp atie..xtau la npe..then ble krul da abisz mkn..ktorg dok la bork2 dlu..tmpt open..xpela if lepak an..but b4 that..time meeting ngan editorial board..eiqa rse epy even pnat yg amt..ntah la..ad jerk nak gelk ngan dak2 international nie..hehe..have fun la ngan dyeorg..tpi yg pling besz..dak2 nie ske usik eiqa..ye r..eiqa diam jerk..ntah la..mmg da tabiat..haha..(eiqa pendiam..MY GOD! jgn cye la..hahaha..)ok2..back 2 d stody eyh..dlm ngah lpak2 2..ttbe ad la sorg mamat nie..eiqa mmg da npak dye kat lua kdai..time 2 atie eiqa yg da mmg sedie riso nie..betambah la riso..xtau npe..ble tgok dye ddk dkt glew ngan meje ktorg mkn..eiqa agy la mle rse mcm xsdap atie..ble dye da duduk..bru la dye npak eiqa..eiqa senyum..tpi hampeh! dye xblas..b4 thisz..dye klo jmpe eiqa..sure senyum..n senyuman dye 2 actually da lme da trik mnat eiqa nak knal ngan dye..(glew xtau mlu aq nie an?? ye r..mnt kat dak lki..tpi 2 la lumrah edop..)urm..tah la..ble time baya dye asyik pandang je..eiqa xtau nak ckp mcm ne..tpi cre dye pandang mcm eiqa ad wat slh..n i2 yg betambah rse beslh..huhu..ble da otw alik 2..angah kte dye npak eiqa ngan krul..eiqa da tambah riso..tkot la dye pke a2 ke..ye r..eiqa nie actually xske kua bedue ngan dak lki..ntah la..xske jmpe ngan membe clsz..then xske la ble org pandang..n anggap ktorg cpel..xske3!..
p/s: eiqa xtau ap prasaan nie..tpi eiqa rse beslh sgt2 kat mamat 2..eeee!..but tok pengetahuan korg..mamat 2 actually kwn kpde kwn eiqa..urm...pning2!
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Wednesday, April 8, 2009
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Friday, April 3, 2009
masih ad cinta..
terlalu sukar asanya untuk megunggapkan kata cinta buat insan lain selain drinya..mgkin dye bkn yg pertama..tpi biarlah dye yg terakhir dihati ini..tpi aq tau semua itu pasti tidak dpt kekal selamanya..kerna kami sudah punaya kehidupan masing2..dye sudah ad pengganti..dan aku masihg lgi sendri..urm..maaf yerk klo ad guy dluar sne yg mrh blew eiqa tolak korg..urm..eiqa jusz xmo ad lg rse cinta 2..eiqa masih xdpt lpekn insan 2..
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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
for all
salam makck2, pakcik2,abg2,akk2,adek2 sekalian yg da bce entry eiqa b4 thisz..actually enty nie bkn tok student lagenda..so kepade semue kwn2 di lagenda..entry ini bkn untuk anda..ok!..sekarang sy ingin memohon maaf kalo ad yg terase..tpi klo korg terase maknenye korg mmg pnah pergnekn eiqa mcm 2 b4 thisz..tok eiqa..membe, kwn, n shbt kat kolej lagenda..xde yg nyusahkan eiqa melainkn dak2 yg selau mencri mslh dunie ngan eiqa..group 2 pon eiqa sendri xknal..sbb dye wat keje mcm tikus!..huhu..papeph pown..eiqa mtx maaf kalo ad yg terase..but wat ever it is..this enty bkn tok lagenda student..
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Saturday, March 28, 2009
lets share together..
eiqa da sorg membe..eiqa syg dye..eiqa pnah ckp eiqa akn rse sunyi ble dye xde..dlu ble eiqa ad mslh ke dye slalu tamn eiqa..dgr mslh eiqa..agknye org da bored ngan eiqakn..sbb 2 la org da xde rse nak lyan eiqa..hurm..tah la eyk..actually da bpe bulan da ktorg mcm xok..eiqa nie plak xreti nak pjuk2 org..so ble membe 2 menjauhkn dri..eiqa akn lgi jauh..maybe korg leyh ckp..tego al dye..tpi cbe korg pham situasi eiqa..eiqa xreti nak pujuk org..xkn nak tanye..
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Saturday, March 21, 2009
beautiful liar
tdi 1st time eiqa tgok cte 9september..eiqa xpnah tgok cte 2 cosz eiqa xske pelakon dye..hehe..(jujur nieyh..)time ending of d story 2 ad la kua beberape ayat yg si kogi(Pierre Andre) cakap 2..skali ble dgr2 eiqa rse ayt 2 mcm biase jerk dlm dri eiqa..hurm..and it remain me to some1 that i love..urm..bru jerk mao lpekn dye..ttbe jerk eiqa egt alik kat dye..huhu..(tah pape jerk an?)actually eiqa xptot egat kat dye lgi..cosz eiqa rse semakin arie eiqa semakin benci kat dye..huhu..eiqa da berje lpekn dye..(crdt 2 all members..luv u all..)
korang nak tau x ap ayt nyerk? urm..actually byk la..klo korg nak tao korg tgok la cte 9september yg part ending 2..hurm..ble egt jerk ayt 2 sure rse sakit atie berbakol..huhu..
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009
sy msih tggu kamu..
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Monday, February 16, 2009
i miss you!
Yesterday,
We walk at the beach together,
We run through the beach together,
He kiss me,
He hug me,
He said, ’baby, I’ll never leave you. I love you so much. Only you in my heart’
God! Only u You know how happy I am that time.
Yesterday too,
We walk at the mall,
Holding hand each other,
We look so romantic,
Everybody look at us,
You know why everybody look at us?
Because..
They are jealous of us.
We are such happy couple.
By 8 p.m.
He send me back,
He said, it not nice a sweet girl like me went home late at night.
Before he leave,
He kiss me again.
He said he going to miss me.
I said, ‘yeah! I’m going to miss you too.
Hope to see you tomorrow.
An hour after that,
He give me a text,
He tell me that he’s at home.
We start text to each other.
God! That night, I fill happy so much.
Before go to sleep,
He call me.
He said he miss me.
Yes, I do miss him too.
Only God know how much I love him.
We talk for more than an hour.
We didn’t know why we keep on talking till the time reach to 4 o’clock at the morning.
The next morning,
I leave him a text.
I said I miss him.
You know what?
I wait him to reply my message.
But, he didn’t reply my message at all.
I try to call him,
But it cannot be reach.
I wait until evening,
It is at 3p.m.
I receive a call from his parents.
I was shock!
They said,
Their Son is in the hospital now.
He had asthma last night after he call me.
I keep on crying.
I pray to God, hope that He not going to take him from me.
Every day, I went to hospital to see him.
Almost 1week,
He still didn’t wake up.
One day, the doctor said that he had a bad asthma.
I’m so worried if anything happen to him.
I love him so much,
And I don’t want to lose him.
Darling! Wake up please.
Don’t leave me here alone.
Today.
I can’t come to the hospital because I got to go to college.
I got test.
After finish my test.
There is 30 missed calls.
I’m so worried, because the call from his mom.
I called his mom,
But there is no answer.
So, I decide to go to the hospital.
Here!
Something that I don’t want to happen.
His parents said he has gone by the wine.
Oh my God!
I can’t accept it.
I still can hear his voice.
I still can hear his laugh.
I still remember his smile.
Now I know why the last night before he get to the hospital he always call and keep on text me.
Darling! I miss you so much.
Why you leave me.
You have promise right that not going to forget me.
Then,
Why did you still leave me?
God! I know there must be a reason why you take him from me.
Whatever has happen,
I know there must be a reason.
So I accept the faith.
May God bless him there.
Bye darling.
I’ll always pray for you.
*maaf yek if english sy x ok..just nak try2 jerk..
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Thursday, February 12, 2009
llki..shbt..holiday..
kate org..lelaki adelh pelengkap hdup seorg wanita..ye ke eyh??
ntah la..aq nie da bosn ngan llki..agy2 ngan janji2 dyeorg..
hurm..nak kte aq nie lawa..xde r sgt..sweet n coml ad kowt! haha..(prasan dowl)
cbe korg bygkn..ble ad 3-4llki ske korg dlm 1 mse..kan leyh pusing ple..
hurm..tpi pde aq..jnji llki nie ssh nak cye..tau xnpe?cosz aq nie asyik kne tpu jerk ngan llki..
seceyh dowl..bengang pon ad gak ectually..tpi ntah la..aq xpnah trase nak jauhkn dri dri llki..
maksd aq xmo kwn ngan llki r..cosz dak lki nie slalu bg aq epy..kdg2 kwn ngan dak pompuan nieyh..skit ple..cosz kje dye nak beckp 24jam..pning..hehe..tpi aq still aq kakak syg la..hehe..
da kte kakakkn?? so msti la pompuan..hehe..aq syg sme kakak2 aq..haha..memandangkn aq pling mude..so aq anggp sme membe pompuan kakak r..hehe..(mude tpi mke npak mcm da mtg..haha..)
hurm..aq syg kwn2 aq..xkre lki or pompuan..2-2 aq syg..tpi aq xnak la roskkn p'shbtn nie ngan hanye sbb cinte..huhu..aq xnak jtuh cinte nagn membe2..t leyh roskkn p'shbtn..syg tuh..huhu..
hurm..ap point aq tlis sme nieyh eyh?? actually aq nak mtx pendpt kat korg blogger2..urm..ap nak uat yek ble ramai org skekn kte?? nak abaikn kew?? hurm..bru2 nieyh aq bru jerk reject sorg..huhu..membe aq gak..dak shuffle tuh..da r aq nie mmg ske dak2 shuffle..tpi dmi p'shbtn aq xmo r an..hurm..ap nak uat yek ble da jdi mc nie?? png la ple..
tpi papehl pown..aq nak abiszkn last paper dlu..
yeah! ecok..(oppsz..arini ectually..hehe) last paper..yeah! pasz nieyh leyh HOLIDAY!..
duh! kwn2 kuh syg yg kat lagenda..t aq msti windu korg...huhu..
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Wednesday, February 11, 2009
maaf!
ya Allah..kenapa begitu kuat cintaku buat drinya..aq brdosa kpdMu ya Allah kerna terlalu mencintai lelaki bukan muhrimku..knape cintaku terlalu kuat buat drinya..
awk..pergilah dri ingtn sy..sy xnak terus2an tanggu dosa nie..sy xkuat..sy xsekuat org lain..sy harap awk hdir dlm hdup sy sbgai pelengkp edop sy..tpi awk pergi bile sy da btol2 sygkn awk..kn mudah kalau awk xpnh hadir dlm hdup sy..tpi 2lah yg dinamekn takdir..Allah nak duge hati sy..maafkn sy sbb still sygkn awk..sy akn cbe lpekn awk..2janji sy..sy akn cbe lpekn awk..klo awk bce bende nie..sy btol2 mtx maaf..sy janji xkn ganggu edop awk lgi pasz nieyh..slamat tinggal syg..
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Tuesday, February 10, 2009
20.10.2008(04.30a.m.)
bagaimana harusku luah,
xku tahu cara untk mentafsirnya,
apatah lg melafazkn dgn bicara..
hanyaku tahu,
aku merindukanmu..
septh kasih yg xinginku noda,
ku rindukn drimu..
secebis cinta yg terhalng,
ku amat rindukanmu
Posted by -atyQQah- at 8:31 AM 0 comments
just nak luahkan..
makin hari, eiqa makin egtkn dye..sdgkn..eiqa nak sgt lpekn dye..eiqa xleyh tpu diri sendri yg eiqa xsygkn dye lgi..tpi mkin eiqa cbe lpekn dye..mkin kuat ingtan 2 buat dye..eiqa tau eiqa da byk ganggu edop dye..sbb 2 eiqa nak lpekn dye..eiqa cbe lpekn dye dri ingatan eiqa..tpi hati eiqa terlalu kuat buat dye..eiqa tau ap yg eiqa bwat nie salah dlm Islam..tpi eiqa da xtau camne nak jauhkn dri dri sme 2..ap yg eiqa leyh bwat skrg, sentiase egt kat Allah.. moga Dye bg kekuatan buat eiqa tok lpekn sme nieyh..skrg nie eiqa da elg dye..eiqa xnk ganggu dye agy..camne syg eiqa kat dye skalipon..dye da terlulis bukn tok eiqa..moga Allah kuatkn hati eiqa tok lpekn smenye..n lebeyh fokusz kat study n sentiase egtkat Tuhan jerk..
*sahabat, trime kasih sbb menyedarkn aku dari lamunan ciptaan dunia ini..
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